Even If It Kills Me (Demo)

I don’t wanna be bored
Don’t wanna be fine
Don’t wanna look back & say it was just alright
So fuck me up nice
Show me the dark side
I wanna feel everything i can in this life

Gimme some weed imma light it up
This simulation is not enough
Give me a bottle and two dozen models
Right hand on the bible i’m on me

I don’t see surface i’m too alive
Energy clean for a dirty mind
Life is too short not to go out and get it
If u don’t fuck w it forget it cause i’m gonna

Be loud
Get down
Blow clouds
Out in california
Come down
Bleed out
In the crowd w my hands up if you’re drunk and you don’t give a fck give it to me like

I don’t wanna be bored
Don’t wanna be fine
Don’t wanna look back & say it was just alright
So fuck me up nice
Show me the dark side
I wanna feel everything i can in this life

Oooooooooooo i wanna feel everything
Oooooooooooo even if it kills me

I got anxiety i got some swag
Checking my socials there’s always a tag
I got some trauma i don’t mean to brag
But all of my pain
Put me in my bag
Monsters won’t leave me alone
In my mind & in my phone
I tried drugs still can’t let go
Like whoa whoa whoa
Peace and chaos set me free
Lust and love my fantasy
You know it so sing w me
Like whoa whoa whoa

I don’t wanna be bored
Don’t wanna be fine
Don’t wanna look back & say it was just alright
So fuck me up nice
Show me the dark side
I wanna feel everything i can in this life