Even If I Don’t

I miss you most in the morning
Most every morning, I wake up thinking
I could call, I could come visit
I could come running, we could relive it
But when I think of all
That we've went through
Going back to you seems such a foolish thing to do
I hope you know that even if I don't, I wanted to
All those words you said at the ending
Were pretty revealing and I can't forget them
All those ways we missed at connecting, despite all our trying
It always came back to what I couldn't give you
So when I think of starting up again
Or trying to be friends
It seems impossible to do
I hope you know that even if we can't, I wanted to
Who knows why two people perfectly aligned
Should ever have to find themselves apart
I may never understand my heart, I miss you most in the morning
Most every morning, I wake up crying