Even - 7.22.18, 12:02 A.M.

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
Sweatshirt on my t-shirt
There’s stains on my blue jeans
Track marks on my carpet
The ones I never could clean
I stay up for hours
But It doesn’t seem to have the same effect
(12-millimeter film rolling)

[Verse 2]
Summer is for loners
I know we’ve had our share
We were off on the countryside
With no space for fresh air
I told you imma write songs til it kills me
Imma write words cause it thrills me
You can be my scrap book when I make one
Six years from now
How will you find this love of ours?

[Pre-Chorus]
Do you remember the days where you were sad
And I brought you all the candy CVS had
I looked in your eyes and saw myself
A little bit older, a little but more careful
But the summer sun arrived
And you boarded that morning flight
And gave to me the same old feeling that ate you up inside

[Chorus]
Are we even now?
Are we even now?
Cause I’m grieving loud
And I’m screaming, I’m screaming out

[Verse 3]
I write songs about you
Its not that hard to tell
I see colors in my head
I feel feelings i’ve never felt
I could try to hold it in and play it cool but what’s the use
I’d start to melt
(12-millimeter film rolling)

[Pre-Chorus]
My shirts are still unfolded
My room remains a mess
I still live in the same apartment
I still talk to the same old friends
I can try and act like I’m the who’s changed and that I’m not the same
But truth be told I’m still the boy you talked to back in May

[Chorus]
Are we even now? (12-millimeter film rolling)
Are we even now?
Cause I’m grieving loud
I’m screaming, I’m screaming out