“Evelyn’s arrival” is about silica’ music career and the judgment from others which had him feeling bad and unmotivated. He expresses on this track that at the time of recording, he doesn’t feel that his music has the impact that he’d like it to as he tries very hard.
[Intro]
(How much I try)
(My soul seeps in the night)
(She looks at me and says)
Oh, oh-yeah
[Chorus]
They don't know how much I try
My soul seeps in the night
She looks at me and says: “just look at me instead”
Just look at me instead
[Verse 1]
Don't want- don’t wan’ feel dead
They don't know how much I try
My soul seeps in the night
She looks at me and says: “just look at me instead”
I dont know where to go
Feel like takin’ my life ‘cause my heart’s on froze
Feel like takin’ a lap to the suicide doors
I was taken aback when you told me no
Every night I would always fight
Even in the day, couldn't see a light
I can't even say whats been on my mind
So just tell me why
So jus tell me why
[Chorus]
They don't know how much I try
My soul seeps in the night
She looks at me and says: “just look at me instead”
Just look at me instead
[Verse 2]
I don't know where to go
You tryna find me but you won't, so don’t decline
Pick up the phone
I wanna climb but I can't go
[Chorus]
They don't know how much I try
My soul seeps in the night
She looks at me and says: “just look at me instead”
Just look at me instead
[Refrain]
Don't want- don’t wan’ feel dead
They don't know how much I try
My soul seeps in the night
She looks at me and says: “just look at me instead”
I dont know where to go
Feel like takin’ my life ‘cause my heart’s on froze
Feel like takin’ a lap to the suicide doors
I was taken aback when you told me no
Every night I would always fight
Even in the day, couldn't see a light
I can't even say whats been on my mind
So just tell me why
So jus tell me why
[Chorus]
They don't know how much I try
My soul seeps in the night
She looks at me and says: “just look at me instead”
evelyns arrival was written by silica.
silica released evelyns arrival on Sat Dec 09 2023.