EVANESCENCE

[Verse]
Wide awake
Cause I can’t stand another nightmare
Wake up outta breath and I can’t tell if it was real
I don’t wanna feel a thing
Another day another pill
Need to get my mind straight
And forget how I was living
I’m afraid on the inside
Faded on the outside
Pain in my mind
And nobody can make it stop
Ima drop
To the bottom
Got no hope of climbing out
Feeling lost when I’m surrounded
Need to find my way around
Ima shout
Can anybody hear me
Dancing with the devil I can always feel him near me
And everyday I wake up I can’t shake this sense of fear
In my veins
Running through me
I’ll live til it consume me
Searching for thе truth
Hoping I find that
I hold it down at any place that I’m alive at
I stand my ground evеn when I feel confined
Wishing time
Would rewind
I would go back
And ease my mind
Leaving it all
Behind me
Wait for the perfect timing
To show these mothafuckas just how hard that I been grinding
Stay honest
And ride for anybody that’s around you
That grounds you
And never doubts you
I’m getting tired of asking how
Or why
Lost all my will to try
I’m stuck and can’t decide
Should I live or should I die
So I sigh
Lay my head down
And slowly paralyze
Still alive
Through all the shit I’ve had to deal with to survive
Realize
I been itching to end it
But I ain’t finished yet
I’m posted writing sentences
Sitting letting my thinking rest
Wait for what happen next
No answers for all my questions
Ima keep my head in check and stay hoping they get the message