Euphoria

Every woven inner moment in her movement
Was a miracle and begging to be held
When the world was a fairytale
Of hate and hell
And maybe more than happy to be fed

The nothing changes in my head
I'm still explaining things
I know I shouldn’t have to ration out
I know I shouldn't have the rationale
But still

I'm addicted to euphoria
I’m addicted to the smell
I'm addicted to euphoria
I know you can tell

Every shape every size
Any day evеry night
I claim the right

Wasn't I supposed to come and conquеr
Instead of hiding my face
Decorating the dirt
Wasn't I supposed to find her
Instead of hiding away
Just to get hurt

Happy ever after
Hide it away
A distant mirage
Too far away
A prison from God
But still

I'm addicted to euphoria
I'm addicted to the smell
I'm addicted to euphoria
I know you can tell

Every shape every size
Any day every night
I claim the right

Oh it's such a filthy thing
A body full of guilt and shame
And blowing through a wall of space and time

I just wanna feel alive
I just wanna feel sublime
And know you in the open air inside

Cause I’m addicted to euphoria
I’m addicted to the smell
I'm addicted to euphoria
I know you can tell

Every shape every size
Any day every night
I claim the right