Euphoria

[Verse]
I don't really wanna feel right now
But it's all I'll ever be, but don't leave
I'm a lost boy, with a lost cause
Do you really wanna match my energy?
It's in front of me, it's all I'll be
And I know you're damn tired of me
And I know you're damn tired to be
This shit exhausting
This euphoria a problem
It's a problem that I cannot solve, and
I don't wanna deal with this solvent
When the time comes, and it's autumn
And all this shit starts to blossom
And in my state, my state
When my mind state reaches the bottom
And I know that I've fell to the bottom
And I know that I feel like i've fallen
And I know that I'm not flawless
And I'll never be flawless
And I know that I'm the problem
Maybe suicide is the answer
These thoughts, I think I should hold them
But I can't tell if anyone's being honest
And I can't tell if anyone's being honest
But I can't tell if anyone's being honest