Eulogy for an Angel

In a world of despair, our lives will end
Some without warning, while others die by design
Under watchful eyes, we tread on evil ground
With jaded eyes around us, each step is scrutinized

(In the pouring rain, we speed this car)
(I try so hard)

In this life we lead, a choice will be made
Where we go from here, when our time is done
(Wish I was more prepared for)
At the gates of heaven, angels stare at us
May they lead you home to where you'll live in peace?
(this time you shouldn't have passed before me)

You take without warning
(I'll shut myself up and black out the windows)
As we sit and wait (it's best to consider me dead as well)
Breath in, take a life (I'm hoping, in time, I'll get over)
Breath out, cleanse your soul
(I might be fine when I get older)
(No way)

You took her life, I gave you mine to ease the pain of my soul
To show you how much she has meant to me
I will fight for our lives and take them to our graves

In a world of despair, our lives will end
Some without warning, while others die by design
Under watchful eyes, we tread on evil ground
With jaded eyes around us, each step is scrutinized

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I will defy you, the evil from above
Open my mind, let you in
I will not forgive the sins you've made
You took her life from me