Eulogy

Miss her like a second sister
What is give for sixty seconds with her
I just to tell her that I love her like no other
And they ain't no replacement
Never find another
Just be running chasing pavement
And you know I
Can’t stay on no the straighten arrow tripping over my feet
Stuck adjacent standing waiting at the end of the street
Too fucked up to focus i can barely stay on this beat
Up all night can't fight this feeling and i can't fall asleep
Just
Walking into walls
These
Days rather withdrawn
Like i'm going through withdrawals
Ever since the day you've gone
Been lost
Don't really feel shit
Guess its too much to deal with
Wonder what you went through
Wish I could've been there for you
You know I would've
If I could
Never thought I could've missed you this much
Fuck

Tears in my eyes writing this
Been fighting this
Like I use to fight off me demons
In my bedroom screaming
Never pictured you leaving
Let a lone dying
Sent my prayers to Zion
And the stars in Orion
But I can’t stop crying
No way to cope
No Nirvana
Just mirrors and smoke
Choked on the hope
Like my heart in my throat
Shook at the eulogy
Tryna spit the words that I wrote
The crowd silent
No a word that i spoke

It be easier to swallow my pride
But all I wanna do I see you tonight

Miss her like a second sister
What I'd give for sixty seconds with her
Just to kick it for a minute with my favorite cynic
Buy you I drink or two
Or three or four or five would buy the bar just to see you alive
Feel the vibe
Always lose track of time
Whenever you by my side
Just Too much pain to hide
No point in living the lie
I know nothing is fine
Can see it all in my eyes