Eternity

So I think
I’ll just drift right down discreet
I’ve been stuck inside of me
It’s a hopeless prophecy
It’s my fault entirely
Cause I broke internally
With my flaws that wanted peace
I can’t fight eternity

Ya so hate me now
I just wanna wash it down
I just wanna block them out
Man I wonder if you’re proud
Ya so hang me now
Cause there’s something bout the clouds
It’s the rain the thunder pounds
In my brain feels like a crowd

I’m still awake
I wanna fly away
I wanna die today
I hope that’s just okay
I’m stumbling over fakes
Cause they’re closer than they say
Ya they’re probably turn the page
Just another broken stray

So free your mind in time you’ll find
It’s not the lies your thoughts describe

I’m not alive
I keep dreaming it’s a thought of mine
I’m stressing all the time cause I know there’s not a lot of time
Confessing for my life I keep smoking looking for a sign
I’m testing my own might in the end I know no other life

So I think
I’ll just drift right down discreet
I’ve been stuck inside of me
It’s a hopeless prophecy
It’s my fault entirely
Cause I broke internally
With my flaws that wanted peace
I can’t fight eternity

Ya so hate me now
I just wanna wash it down
I just wanna block them out
Man I wonder if you’re proud
Ya so hang me now
Cause there’s something bout the clouds
It’s the rain the thunder pounds
In my brain feels like a crowd