Eternal September (Don’t)

I fear that God wants a quick life
A quick relationship with death
Stalagmites
Something to make me understand
My shadow
Making it hard not to shiver a
Vibrato
Making me hesitate

I'm locked in
Kept so restrained, soaking in all of the
Gamma rays
The toxic fallout, the harbinger of my
Apocalypse
Make me fall out of my seat
I'd say I wanna live my life again

Again

But the truth is I don't, I don't
There's really no way around
The fact I don't

You think that I understand my ghost
But the truth is I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't

And I can't forget it now
When you're looking at my face
And I can't forget it now
And I can't forget it now

And I can't forget it now
When you're looking at my face
And I can't forget it now
And I can't forget it

You told me nothing, so I hope you got a scar, yeah
You're second-guessing all the emptiness surrounding you
You told me something that I hoped to keep so far away
Making me hesitate

Again

But the truth is I don't, I don't
There's really no way around
The fact I don't

You think that I understand my ghost
But the truth is I don't, I don't, I don't

But the truth is I don't, I don't
There's really no way around
The fact I don't

You think that I understand my ghost
But the truth is I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't

But the truth is I don't, I don't
There's really no way around
The fact I don't

You think that I understand my ghost
But the truth is I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't, but the truth is, I don't
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't, I don't, I don't