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[Verse]
Disappointing, disappointment, death, I need an appointment
Life is pointless, scream into to the mic until I go voiceless
Overthinking situations till I start to hear voices
My music is a medicine I make from the poison
That intoxicates every single part of me
They said it was a phase but it seems like it's a part of me
Only way that I escape, is the drugs that take a part of me
Away from me, the sadness goes away, but it takes away the heart of me
So it's hard for me, to give back all the love that you would offer me
If it didn't hurt my mom, I would off me, put myself into a coffin where I oughta be
Yeah, that's where I rather be
I'm too weak, life is too much, all this fuck stuff
In two weeks, I'll be held back, school is rough bruh
I'm amounting to the things that they said I'd be
If you asked them to describe me they'd say "dead to me"
I'm dead to me too, so they're right next to me
Fallin' through a void and there ain't nobody catching me

[Outro]
I'm dead to me too, so they're right next to me
Fallin' through a void and there ain't nobody catching me