Escape from My Mind

Rxmedy Chorus:
I'm trying to escape from my own mind
I've been tryna get away for a while
But now I'm running out of time, yeah
Feel like I'm tied up in my own fucking bed
You ain't been giving me no damn respect, no
Now I'll smoke on some bud but it's never enough
Sometimes I just wish I was dead, tryna forget
I've been so high all the time, I'm a mess
I leave no sign of my pain, of my stress
I don't know why but I cannot confess
I cannot be by myself in my head
I just smoke til' I just can't comprehend
What's going on? I don't know, I don't care
I'll probably be like this until the end

Rxmеdy Verse:
Nevеrmind, yeah, I will never reach nirvana
Ain't no way I could escape from all this fucking drama
I'm not myself when I'm off the drugs, I'm someone else
I'm a Gemini so I guess that's just my other self
Tryna destroy all the pain inside with smoke in my lungs
Emotions are gone when I get high
I might just find peace in the numbness
It's like my fucking brain has gone speechless or something
Anyways, I just continue praying saying it'll get better, right?
The light will show me the way and help me today?
Heal my fucking brain from this mayhem
Up and down like I've got bipolar or I'm braindead
I don't know why I can't find a way to get through my pain tonight
Well if it means I've gotta kill myself well I don't mind

Rxmedy Chorus:
I'm trying to escape from my own mind
I've been tryna get away for a while
But now I'm running out of time, yeah
Feel like I'm tied up in my own fucking bed
You ain't been giving me no damn respect, no
Now I'll smoke on some bud but it's never enough
Sometimes I just wish I was dead, tryna forget
I've been so high all the time, I'm a mess
I leave no sign of my pain, of my stress
I don't know why but I cannot confess
I cannot be by myself in my head
I just smoke til' I just can't comprehend
What's going on? I don't know, I don't care
I'll probably be like this until the end