Escape

[Verse 1]
Finally getting what I wanted but I’m feeling off
Numbers going up but I feel like I’m falling off
All the love that’s coming turning into pressure
Everybody watching me, hope they really think I’m good enough
Think I bit a little more than I can chew
All the good coming with bad wish that I could pick and choose
I’ve been running from myself, know I got a lot to lose
Ever looked into the mirror and you see a different you?
Damn, I can’t really put a finger on the problem though
Feel like everything is adding up I gotta let it go
All the weight up on my shoulders but it’s getting heavy though
I know I said I’m ready but lately I just don’t really know
I been doing everything that I would dream about
So how can I complain when everything is working out
I can’t explain but I’ve been going down the wrong path
Know that times are hard but I’m hoping that it don’t last

[Chorus]
Falling away
I’m feeling my pain
Tryna let go
But I can’t escape
Falling away
I’m feelin' my pain
Tryna let go
But I can’t escape

[Verse 2]
Got a voice inside my head and it’s controlling me
And lately I been doubting everything that I believe
Am I gon' make it or am I just gonna get a peak
I think I’m slowly turning into my own enemy
I’m hiding from my problems I just got a poker face
I’m always thinking 'bout the shit that I just can’t erase
I always want the things that I can never have
Why does everything that’s good get disguised by all the bad
I been filling up with pain
I been caught up doing wrong
And I know it’s all a shame
But I need to let it off
I feel happy in a crowd
But I’m sad when I’m alone
I keep money in my house
So I’m never on my own, yeah
It’s kinda hard letting people hear about it
But I know somebody going through it and I know they counting on me
Let 'em know that they not the only one
Everybody got their problems but we gotta overcome, yeah

[Chorus]
Falling away
I’m feeling my pain
Tryna let go
But I can’t escape
Falling away
I’m feelin' my pain
Tryna let go
But I can’t escape