Erase Myself

Bleeding out the cancer from within
Grin and bear the pain beneath my skin
No past, no future
Healing scars with no sutures
Nowhere near where I need to be
This city's weighing down on me
I fill my time with wasting time
With my choices on the line to decide
Remove my insides, replace them with steel
Weakness is the enemy and is defeated when I no longer feel
Cut the rope so I van breathe
I'm losing my mind while I'm speaking it
And I mean every fucking word
Wasting away, rot and decay, erase myself