Equanimity

Drowning my sorrows
Worried bout tomorrow
Got no time to figure this out
The days are running from me
The stars they always got me
Wishin I was outta this hell
I juss need a place to lay
The thoughts that made me this way
I guess it would be worse

Cause I could run around town
With my head held down, god damn mf whats worse
Hm
Longing for somebody ,Who rather stacks they bodies
I guess lose’n you has its perks
My friends don't recognize me, they run advice by me
Tryna see the beauty in this curse
I hope it works put'n me first

Difficulties, casualties in my brain
Buy pounds to keep from goin insane
Talkin out loud to mirrors in vain
They all got sumn to say but don’t know my name
Tryna take this life shit day by day
Even tho I wanna quit I know I should stay

Cause life is so much better in my dreams
The painted picture ain't always what it seems
The secrets I hold are gonna be the death of me
But ill wait n see, cause it could be
Worse

Ive been pretty distance lately
My love language has been a lil shaky
I just have no interests in lies
I Try to give time to grow
But when will that happen
Hell if I know, just say
You like me better this way

Difficulties, casualties in my brain
Buy pounds to keep from goin insane
Talkin out loud to mirrors in vain
They all got sumn to say but don’t know my name
Tryna take this life shit day by day
Even tho I wanna quit I know I should stay

Cause life is so much better in my dreams
The painted picture ain't always what it seems
The secrets I hold are gonna be the death a me
But ill wait n see, cause it could be
Worse