Epilogue

Summer left and I’m focusing, now I’m stronger, I’m over it
It was cognitive dissonance, I know I'm in control of it
Now it’s all figured out, TK to the free way
That I create what I’m feeling, I call it TRU LUV SZN
Or be not thinking, or heart not sinking no more
I said what I gotta say, I’ve got nothing I’m sorry for
Made a pact with myself, said I’d say what I felt
And I don’t hit no studios, I track by myself

You thought the second single wouldn’t change, I came alive
See me swerving lanes, DUIs on the 405
I don’t condone it
Don’t even try to tell me down the street is where your home is
Cause life is over in a moment
On the phone with mama, then she told me
I killed the line when tears were flowing
I was gasping, no controlling, thinking backwards
Time I should have been with you, regretting that
Because life can really change that fast

In grade 3, I told my French teacher I could sing
“Okay then sing a song for us,” but I couldn’t find the confidence
I was paralyzed by thought and thinking about the consequence
Of singing Sweeney Todd in front room of anti-confidants

First you’re a wannabe, then you’re a c-list
Then you’re a sell out, then you’re a has-been
I have an objection to the part in the lesson
Where my ambition is smothered to avoid people laughing at me
I met Sophi, Tuscany got it going
And then I met Everett and we hit it off in A Moment In Time
Give me a moment I’m trying to assemble the tribe
And decipher the sound that I’m hearing inside
Forward motion, that’s light speed that we go
Nicorunfast, that’s the alternate ego
I’ve got a star map to my career, consider this a preview
Pretty Girls With Addictions becomes a blip in the rear view