Ephemeral

Lately wondering why i'm always in a hurry
I know it ain't all that but i don't do it for me
Huh huh, i guess i'm too sad or too boring
Nevermind, there's no meaning to the story

I can't make it, i can't break it
It's my world
Hate to say it
I've been waiting forever
Isolated, dissipated
Hurt so bad
Running in vain
I've been falling away from you

Yea i don't feel safe inside
Know i've been wasting lives
No, i don't want a stay in the skies
Even heaven's impermanent
Do you feel this change in tides?
See this fading smile?
Falling deep through space and time
Into your loving arms

I can't make it, i can't break it
It's my world
Hate to say it
I've been waiting forever
Isolated, dissipated
Hurt so bad
Running in vain
I've been falling away from you

Wish i were more to you
But i'm so blind
Always end up with deceivers
I'm so sick of your kind
And i can't lose
When i've got nothing left in me
Wish i could choose the way i fall
The one that hurts the least
Lie to me
You put a knife in me so deep
Wine in my blood
I feel alive, no sleep
Coming down, yea
I'm crashing through the sky now
Haunt me forever in my mind
Can't get you out somehow

Next time i'll be 21
Still don't know what is going on
Show yourself, i won't believe it
You're my world, though i can't feel it
Still don't find it any fun
Dependent, i've been holding on
So come and end this play, expire
You're my only great desire

Yea i don't feel safe inside
Know i've been wasting lives
No, i don't want a stay in the skies
Even heaven's impermanent
Do you feel this change in tides?
See this fading smile?
Falling deep through space and time
Into your loving arms
Yea i don't feel safe inside
Know i've been wasting lives
No, i don't want a stay in the skies
Even heaven's impermanent
Do you feel this change in tides?
See this fading smile?
Falling deep through space and time
Into your loving arms