(envy)

I never thought
That I would learn just how to be alone
Now that I know
Your shadows, they hold me when you’re gone

You came to me
Blood on your sleeves, and asked me to come home
A summer ago
You had good love, I thought I’d never own

Would you believe me
If I told you I was yours?
Would you be alright
If I wanted more?

I couldn’t help
But see your smile, and need you everywhere
Funny how now
It’s gone it’s as if it were never there

Would you believe me
If I told you I was yours?
Would you be alright
If I wanted more?

Because I toss and I turn, though I’m not concerned
With the weight of your words, but your familiar feeling
Relapse again and I remember then
You were the high that I needed

I never thought
I’d let you go, you used to haunt my mind
Obviously
Those memories are better left behind