Envious

[verse 1]
Your thoughts full of envy
Mine kinda empty
Not really friendly but I
Break 'em off gently-
But know if you tempt me
This could get messy
If we're keeping shit 100
Then you were just plan b;
But you were playin me?
Let's state the facts &
See who took the lead

Cause who said, who was, even we ?
Cause they said, it was u, who wanted me
And who said, he said, he was over me?
And who was it
Who got mad at the screen
Of a picture that displayed
I was on scene; ten steps ahead
On time with the creep

Cuz she said, you was, just on ur knees
When you was, at her crib, acting weak
You think your someone I need,?
Watch me sit back & laugh;
As I watch you resent me
Fuck around, might just regret me
Remember. I'm not the one
You had, before you met me

[verse 2]
Been through shit
Learned to protect me
See right through lies
Learned that from my enemies
& you'll never understand
Why you couldn't get to me;
Can't be mad -
You got what was left of me;
Odds are--you just weren't meant for me

Proceed to step three
Ignore them if they'll let me
They know I won't bother
If they hit me tomorrow;
Just to beg blame or borrow
Hit the red, gain some power
For my heart turned hallow
Fill a cup with their sorrows;
Still won't worry tomorrow
Take a sip pour the bottle
For the ones I unfollowed
Look at life like a novel
Keep scrolling back through the
Chapters for my outlooks
Just keep reminding myself--
Loves not what it seems at first look