Enough

[Verse]
Echoing my thoughts, put 'em off 'til I throw 'em up
Stuffing 'em in a box, hit the lock, 'til I'm going numb
Looking at where it got me, staring oddly 'til I know to trust
Hoping you still beside me when I finally can find enough

A lotta pain changed my relationships a little
Like I'm not the same, hate this shit, impatiently I widdle at the wall I made
Paint a bunch of pictures tryna distract 'til I find a way
Hanging my depictions of the prison that's inside my brain

I fade away, then I turn to ghost
A waste away, what you saying? Never gave me hope
My ball & chain, it ain't a phase, a weight I cannot hold
It's all a shame, but all i'm saying is we all alone, like

I'm not a sentimental man but I done learned it early
When I depended on the friendships that would end in hurting
Turned me to a beast and now i'm beating down the rest
Imperfect me destroying you, I hope I get it right before you

Let me learn my lesson, you probably better off with doing so
I truly grew into concluding, I'm delusional
From my exclusion to the cruel shit, every time would show
Turned my intuition into giving up and chemicals