Engines of Alienation

I'm sucked in, i don't know why
I'm in trouble. I wish that I
Had a signal to signify
The weight of your hair tonight
It's pulling at my shoulder blades
Wish i could bleach away:
The black on this page
The look on your face
The lock on my cage
The weight of your stare tonight
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Let's have a conversation
We'll discuss all the things we
Keep on saying when there's walls between
Who knows? My mouth is me
Engines of alienation

The things you said
I can't forget
I Thought i would, but i haven't yet
Thought I was tough, but I take it back
There's a split in my tracks
It's not polite
Surprise, surprise
I couldn't count
On broken ties
Just like me: philanthropist
Hitch a ride with the mess
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Take my hand, break my wrist
Bite my lips, say on this kiss
Say open up, swallow this
Now look at me
I'm on the edge, falling in and out
Between doubt and out
I'm in and out