John Mark McMillan
John Mark McMillan
John Mark McMillan
John Mark McMillan
John Mark McMillan
John Mark McMillan
John Mark McMillan
John Mark McMillan
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Reminds me of Colony House “Lose Control” As far as I know, that band wrote the lyrics (the whole album) after the middle brother (?) accidentally ran over his younger adopted sister and killer her (5 years old) He struggled with a lot of remorse and guilt. But the same idea: “When do I feel it in...
[Verse 1]
I don't trust a fool
I don't trust myself
I don't want to bother you
With all of my doubt and regret
Said I wouldn't bury you
I promise that I'm doing my best
But I think I'm losing my head
Losing my head
[Verse 2]
Heaven in a china girl
Heaven in an empty dress
Heaven in three wild birds
Heaven in an empty nest
Said I wouldn't miss one minute
Said I wouldn't buckle under stress
But I think I'm losing my head
I'm losing my head
[Chorus]
Oh, Christ!
Do you wake my ghost?
Sometimes, it seems impossible
Did you give your body
Up to forge my trust?
Did you give your body up
Just to suffer for my savage love?
[Verse 3]
We've got dreams
And there are things you know that I thought that I wanted
But now it seems they don't mean to me as much as I thought
And not that I'm being ungrateful
Yeah, and I know what I hold in my hands
But I think I'm losing my head
I'm losing my head
[Chorus]
Oh, Christ!
Do you wake my ghost?
Sometimes, it seems impossible
Did you give your body
Up to forge my trust?
Did you give your body up
Just to suffer for my savage love?
[Bridge]
I'm willing, but I'm weak
So come and talk to me
I don't want to, want to be, want to be
Your enemy, love
I'm willing, but I'm weak
So come and talk to me
I don't want to, want to be, want to be
Want to be your enemy, love
(3x)
[Chorus]
Oh, Christ!
Do you wake my ghost?
Sometimes, it seems impossible
Did you give your body
Up to forge my trust?
Did you give your body up
Just to suffer for my savage love?
Enemy, love. was written by John Mark McMillan.
Enemy, love. was produced by Gabriel Wilson.
John Mark McMillan released Enemy, love. on Fri Jun 02 2017.
“Anxiety. I try to control my world and since that is SUPREMELY not possible… I get anxiety. I promised myself when I got married that I wouldn’t miss a moment with my exquisite china-doll girl, but… I get anxiety. Then we had kids and I swore I wouldn’t let go of a precious second of their lives. T...