Enemy is Me

Verse 1

Too many people talking very few are living
A lot close people are the reason Ive been distant
Too many People calling, very few are listening
I forgot to mention those pretenders with opinions
Is it them or is it me? Too many times
I've been confused of what I'm missing
Been stuck in between the lies for so long
Trying to define the grey lines in them linen
Trying to stay resilient but not silenced by civilians
Im sick and tired of them kids who stay kidding
Them kids who think they on a pedestal cause they trilling
You better put your head down stay humble
Before karma come around it just might hurt yah
Lately Ive been on the scene
Man what you mean
I mean I woke up with bitter dreams and sweet 16s
Got regrets up in my mind its beyond the teens
To much damage has been done I scorched my self-esteem
Though I know this its not over
The pain thats on my brain is for gain and not closure
What remains won't decompose I suppose its for Jehovah
The blood on my hands is not woe
But death to passover

Chorus:
Cause only God knows
I've been trying to live my life hallow
But all I ask myself is how low
I keep drowning deeper in the shallow
Sometimes my enemy is me

Verse 2:

Scratch them conversations I had with them passed relations
I thought they were destined for greatness
I was mistaken they served as confirmation
Cause everything must have an expiration
Whether its tribulations or celebration
But lets face it
The people that you hang with
Stab your back with conversations
Im just stating ain't no time to be disgracing
I don't need an explanation
Or debate the situation
Thats just snakes in operation
When they chasing rats in races
I ain't concern though
I'm more concern on where I'm heading
How I roll in this life of full-time jobs and clock work
If I don't crank dough my clock won't
Now a days my life's been darker than before
Its pushing down my psyche
Got this weight on my back
And for those of you who doubt me
Will be the first to see this burden transform into glory
Yah don't know me
This music is for the secluded directly
Precluded intently
By those that neglect me
Is it envy?
I have to go below in order to be grown in this life of hatred
I wasn't buried I was planted in my place
To one day climb out of the grave so I can say this:
"Johnny where you been?"
Ive been at rock bottom
Brawling goblins, hella problems, trying to solve them
Iron sharpens Iron
I was between the sword and the fire
To the one I admire
The one that no one is higher
No weapon shall prosper
Thats forged against me
Though I'm weak this victory is mine
Take heath from what your listening
The gospel is the key to set you free from your conditions
The kingdom is like a seed amongst the weeds
If you need me come and find me
Where I will be fishing for the living

Chorus:
Cause only God knows
I've been trying to live my life hallow
But all I ask myself is how low
I keep drowning deeper in the shallow
Sometimes my enemy is me

My enemy is me
My enemy is me
My enemy is me