Enemies

You don't wanna be friends anymore you want to be my enemy
Feeling this pain inside my brain and I don't think there's a remedy
Remember our friendship was good now like this I thought it would never be
I let people get to my mind and believe what they are telling me

They dont listen to me though they only just ignore me
All these thoughts inside my brain my feelings I am storing
They say that they didn't ask and that my life is boring
They still don't care about me my emotions I'm pouring

They don't care about how I'm feeling but I'll be honest not feeling the best
I just start to tell my story and they dont even wanna hear the rest
All of these issues in my life have no choice but to make me stressed
Then I'm confused and I'm not amused and wondering if I'm really blessed

They don't stay they will leave me behind
Don't know what to say there's no one by my side
No one I can trust no one to confide
Can't share my problems they are only mine
Am I doing good or wasting my time
These are thoughts that get in my mind
Hope a better future I will find and my goals and my life will be aligned

We used to be homies now you switched up and you're phony it's crazy how things change so new chapter flip the page I'm hoping that this pain will end soon like it's a phase and inside I'm feeling rage and my mind is like a cage

My pain and my struggles many people will not see but God has a plan for me hope you know what I mean time to go can't you see but I won't take a seat because I have a job a mission for my music to be seen

You don't wanna be friends anymore you want to be my enemy
Feeling this pain inside my brain and I don't think there's a remedy
Remember our friendship was good now like this I thought it would never be
I let people get to my mind and believe what they are telling me

They dont listen to me though they only just ignore me
All these thoughts inside my brain my feelings I am storing
They say that they didn't ask and that my life is boring
They still don't care about me my emotions I'm pouring

Even my friends they don't believe in me or my ability
Seems that all these people all they give is negativity
They start acting different like they hate me it is killing me
Then I really question our friendship and its validity
They want me to go away when I'm in their vicinity
I see how you really are and now I see it vividly
I was trying to show some kindness but you showed hostility
I told you stay humble but you never showed humility

Why have you been like this lately
It only seems like you hate me
We used to talk on the daily
To each other now we barely say things

I know they trash talking when I'm not near
Know they saying things where I can't hear
Maybe that's my problem when it comes to what people think I think that's one of my fears

I need to let that go
But my mind always lets me know
Tells me I'm doing simple things wrong and it leaves me feeling kinda low
Feels like everyone is my foe
I won't let it affect me though
The way you've been acting makes me question if you're really one of my bros

Things are changing in my life I think it's a new chapter
I know I'll persevere but I hope that I'll be fine after
I hope my life will have good memories and lots of laughter
Know you have a purpose and know that you really matter

You can get so far in life but know that it's not easy
You have to be committed and you won't be given freebies
To truly make some progress you need to be the one leading
Don't listen to what people say and always keep proceeding

You don't wanna be friends anymore you want to be my enemy
Feeling this pain inside my brain and I don't think there's a remedy
Remember our friendship was good now like this I thought it would never be
I let people get to my mind and believe what they are telling me

They dont listen to me though they only just ignore me
All these thoughts inside my brain my feelings I am storing
They say that they didn't ask and that my life is boring
They still don't care about me my emotions I'm pouring