Endorphins

(Chorus)

Okay I'm locked in, reloaded
The hive of death is controlling
The fabric of all my motion
I've got to hide these emotions
I'm talking lay out the plan
Not gonna catch me remorsing
(Hypnotized)
I've got that heart full of hate and
I'm the reason I'm morphing

(Verse #1)

I can't seem to catch a break, refuelled by all these endorphins'
I'll break the chain and let it through, like a sinewave proportion
I'm talking, fuck all your friends
I don't care bout the end, I've just been working on my craft
I'll blow them away again

(Prе-Chorus)

I was so broken off the sertralinе
I couldn't hide it so I had to make that fucking scene
I broke down held on to nothing but my cardamine
Messily Manufacturing my craft it went too fucking deep, yeah

(Chorus #2)

Cos I was hiding and broken, my mental health had me choking
I couldn't appreciate sound overgrowth had me lurking
So when it's all said and done I hope that I'm a better person
But I won't be, no I won't be anymore

(Outro)

So sick of these anxieties
They're always pushing me back but
There's no hill too steep

Gotta branch out my reality
Cos lately consciousness just ain't been on the scene
Am I really who I say I am
Am I really who I claim to be

Fuck it all just let it go
I was tryna make it out as more, but
I can't find myself so I'm gon reach the end
Hope these Endorphins make me feel again
Hope these Endorphins make me feel again
I really, I really can't waste another weekend
In this, In this fucking state