​endlessly feeling my type of insecurity

[Verse 1]
Hate how this turned out
You’re still mad at me
It haunts me in my sleep
Fucked up my self-esteem
You know none of us was right all along
So there’s no point telling lies
I hope you can make a song out of this when you degrade my life
Don’t get how you’re never past things I left behind for heights
You bring me back to places I left long ago behind

[Chorus]
She ask what I’m doing, I say, "Girl, don’t worry 'bout me"
I’ve been tryina find my way out of here, maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing, I say, "Girl, don’t worry 'bout me"
I’ve been tryina find my way out of here, maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

[Verse 2]
Even say I like me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
Now I’m very fucking sure that you defo despise me
In another universe, I know that you’re my wifey
Do you remember why I left your house that night when I said bye to you?
Do you remember how I felt when you called me and told me that I hate you?
Do you remember how I felt when I took care the 3 AM of you who’s drunk as fuck?
Do you remember how I felt when you took back the love I gave to you for someone else?

[Chorus]
She ask what I’m doing, I say, "Girl, don’t worry 'bout me"
I’ve been tryina find my way out of here, maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing, I say, "Girl, don’t worry 'bout me"
I’ve been tryina find my way out of here, maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

[Post-Chorus]
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine