Endless Winter

Verse:
I feel so numb
I feel so numb
And so I smoke, feels it in my lungs
Exhale this pain, inhale this dope
It's keep me sane when I'm losing hope
And I don't know how long I will keep writing my story for
Every other page is like fighting another war
Searching for myself inside a world that is so fucking lost
How can I prevail when I been failing and fucking off
Oh I-
I feel like my time here is running out
I can't see the sun cuz above there is a cloud
Pouring down on me is a storm of regret
I hate who I am and being in my flesh
I've been depressed for a pretty long time
I've been feeling stressed and losing my mind
I been slowly dying and falling apart
A day inside my heart is no walk in the park

Outro:
Go listen to my eyes and burning fire in my broken heart
So inside this [?] who have never been thrown in the dark
Bitterness consuming me and hatred have been growing fast
Misery perusing me
I'm walking down this lonely path