ENDLESS TXRMET

[hook]
Lost in my thoughts and it cost me a lot
Stuck in a pot from the demons i've fought
Shot and i miss opportunity taught
Not what i wanted but it's what i got

[verse]
Traverse through the dark doors
Feeling like a dark horse
No feelings like my heart torn
Bleeding from the inside like I ate a sharp sword
I'm smoking some weed just to numb all the pain
I'm flowing I bleed when I spit from my brain
They blinded by greed when they do it fame
So I'm guiding the path even without a name
They walk among thieves I walk among kings
They biting their verses we crafted what brings
They ending up venomous biting it stings
Inside the nеverland fictional things
Look up in the mirror all i really see is fakе
Just another sinner always bitter from his fate
We can't really change from the things that we did
So we hide it in a cage just to close it in a lid
I'm wishing for a tenfold
Never gunna sell soul
My blunts always well rolled
Mind worth millions even with my debt owed
Got a young mindset knowledge pretty old
Learning from the past and things that i'm told
Always find a balance opportunity's and home
If you wanna make it get a grip and always hold

[hook]
Lost in my thoughts and it cost me a lot
Stuck in a pot from the demons i've fought
Shot and i miss opportunity taught
Not what i wanted but it's what i got

[verse]
I see through the curtains unleashing the lies
I see what you see but I see through the light
I see all the hurt and the darkness inside
I see all the versions you hide & you fight
Everybody really wants a hand when you lend
But when you need a hand tell me where they really land?
Sayin' they be your friend till' the end
Then you meet the end tell me where they really been?
All my pain is choked down like some blades
Cutting deep down with the scars that remain
When it comes up it is leaving me drained
Acid reflux I'm stuck on these chains
Somewhat like kratos I'm burning inside from the flames
Through all of my battles I hid all the rage
Try to do better with my kid, okay
But my past always haunting me, until this day
I walk on the edge not knowing what's next
Drowning in meds so i'm numb to what's left
I figured that death will come and collect
So here that I slept until there's no stress