This snippet, which sported very choppy and harsh monotone visuals, was teased on Softheart’s Youtube channel on June 7th, 2024. It would stay up for roughly a week and a half before becoming unlisted.
On August 4th, it would become one of the first songs she released exclusively on her Patreon.
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(Wolf howling)
Hey
Yeah, okay (Yeah, okay)
Whatever you say (Whatever you say)
Watch me fall down on my face
Gas from the [?]
I [?] this spot [?] it's just like I'm [?] (Just like I'm [?])
I keep walking towards this light but I'm walking in place (Towards this light but I'm walking in place)
I walk out the front door of my house to outer space (I walk out the front door of my house to outer space)
Talking to myself, you'd think I live with housemates
Young and reckless, Mom would worry when I leave the house late
It could hurt me but I think I'll leave it up to fate
Ohhh
Smoking [?]
Smoking cheese like Gromit while I watch out for the Wallace (Oh, oh)
Big [L?] baby, I don't got cash in my wallet
But if you looked in my wardrobe, you'd think I live with housemates
It gets difficult sometimes (Yeah, yeah)
But I would never trade
I thought I was good but then I caught another case
Smoking freebase cause I'm woke and I'm based
Like a Wojak everytime I illustrate
(Illustrate, illustrate)
I'm so innocent
I'm so innocent
I'm so inno-
I'm so inno-
I'm so inno-
Ah, ah, ah
[Beat switch]
Wasterr
(Car alarm)
I'm so innocent
I'm so innocent
I'm so inno-
Hey
Me and these boys are not the same except the chromosomes
Psilocybin chocolates look like Toblerone
By the time I see the [?] and now I'm going home
I've been putting up a fight but this battle's long
I don't know how much longer I can hold on
I light different ways, doing the same drugs
Nothing changed, they still never showed me love
Think I'm weird but I'm only doing me
And if you don't like that then I suggest leaving
We are not friends, you only hit me for a reason
I was off the [?] straight exorcising demons
I have never, I have never been inside of [?]
I just checked the clock by the window of the estate
It's a brand new day for money to be made
It's a beautiful day and you just spent it soaked in hate
I've been outside all day dancing in the rain
When I cry it makes a good sound so I dance through the pain
Wait
I walk around in a dream state
When I wake, I live in this constant feeling of angst
Hold, hold me
It's never all [null?]
All the differences
They show me I've grown
And I'm right where I belong
So up, I can't do wrong
Put my worst thoughts into songs
I just took a huge rip and wrote a twenty [bar?] song
24 carats sitting on my collarbone
I just pulled up five minutes ago, I'm bout to go
I be pulling up in a gown to the show
All lights on me like paparazzi
I've been in my backyard talking to the crows (Crows, crows)
I don't like this world, I'll never fit in much with it at all and [?]
endless rain* was written by Softheart.
endless rain* was produced by recycleBin & wasterr.
Softheart released endless rain* on Sun Aug 04 2024.