Endless Not

Forever it was. It was. Bottomless
Elusive. Alive. Fictional
Lost, lost, like, in a month. A month, backwards. And mixed up with something vague like a cloud. Like a Sunday, like, like a sheep. Like a mouth. Like a wall
Falling
Pattern
After. Afterthought. Was. Afterthought of a muee, myun, mu
Must have been, um
Not something
Not touching
Not drafted
Not drawn
Not a point
No point
Not if
Not concrete
But not with a mouse, not with a floor, not with a nail, not with a hand, not with a yellow, not with a forgiven, not with jealousy
Not with
Not withstanding. Not withholding
Not forgetting
Not entertaining. Not willing to. Not wanting
Not signing
Not rainbow. Not star
Not drawing it back. Not putting it down. Not laughing too much. Not figuring anything out. Not pressing against. Not rubbing it out. Not drawing it in the first place
Not tonight. Not in this rain
Not running. Not running. Not guessing
Not endless. Not endless
Endless
Not