Endless Depleting Energy

[Intro]
New pain
Yeah, okay

[Verse]
I been feelin' like my energy depleted
Last few years, I been wrestlin' with demons
I got no iron on me, like I'm definitely anemic (Demon)
Protect myself from bloody eyes
I don't trust nobody, so I never give 'em none of my-
Time, that's just one of my things
I don't run with my team
I fear that the intention of my people isn't what it might seem
Some days, I'ma win, most, I suck at life things
Poison in my blood, I got these leeches tryna save my limbs
Blood-lettin' 'til I cave right in
Got my cake and confetti, let me make my wish
I don't pray like this on average nights, yeah
'Cause in terms of my position, what I have suffices
But I can't take a single thing to the afterlife- man
Time is expensive
I had so much taken from me, you'd think it's kind of impressive
Lie on a record just to writhe in rejection
What if my mission in this life is one that I couldn't finish?
They say the sky is the limit
What if I crash into the Firmament when tryna get in it?
I could die any minute, know this is hella risky
But I'm goin' longer than a pelican beak
So I stick out in the room, I am the elephant- (Please!)
Put a spotlight on my failure
But if it ain't mine, then I couldn't tell ya
Never mind, put records out in record time to sell ya
Couple o' minutes feels like an eternity nowadays
It hurts to be out of place, searching how to stay
Relevant, I wanna score the rebounds during power plays
I'm on thin ice, with big shoes to fill
Goalie holdin' the blue line, in a pinch for real
Who you think you can fool twice? My defense is real
Bread Of Life to nourish the army
I was dead inside, and now I'm God-breathed
The greatest lesson I learned this year is that talk's cheap
It don't matter how profound I get
One call is all I'll need, instead, I hide my head
Trust-fallin' with lil' Beelzebub is how I'll end
Lately, it's been gettin' heated how I'm playin' with fire
Lackin' in motivation, I'm feelin' drained and I'm tired
Keep livin' on the edge, I might not make it tomorrow, I swear

[Outro]
Real