Endless Cycle

(Intro)
Ugh
You know better to call me right now
Uhhhh man pause
You know im in the studio right now
I ain't pickin up nothin right now
Im in my zone
Jia

(Verse 1)
I thought things were different this time around
Shit I thought it would last forever
But this feeling just came back around
And they expecting me to feel better
It's ok JIA get over it
It's ok JIA just shrug that shit
You got too many people counting on you
Right now cmon nigga we been over this
It's not like u never felt like this before
You know what type of feeling this bring
Steady heartbreak no standard cure
No girl wanna take that ring
Things are always goin good in the moment
But somewhere down the line somethin go wrong
We ust to be one but now we just hate
And were at the point we can't even get along
What did I do to ever deserve this
Since the beginning of time they always desert me
What is God what I'm born to do
What is God who gon see it through
Cause they always quick to leave
I could hardly breath all I ever want is just some relief
And I can't receive the same love that I give
Maybe I should stop wearing my heart on sleeve
Shit what is more to say
Gotta Love Addiction like Morris Day
But Life Goes On in my House of Pain
Since they wanna be gone then I leave em astray
Shit I can't make you love me
But you'll easily hate me for the shit doin
And by the time you notice that the shit I'm doin
Was to live stress free so we both can do it
I wanted the world off your shoulders
Now I'm laying at night wishing I could hold ya
Just one last time but I'm stuck on my grind
With the thought of you just stuck on my mind
I'm so far gone like that nigga Drake
Wit a Henny in my hand hoping the pain will shake
But it'll never gone cause my life so fucked
I was always born just to live with pain

(Hook)
First they love me then they leave me here
Then they want me again then they want me again
First they love me then they leave me here
Then they call me again then they call me again
First they love me then they leave me here
Then they love me again then they love me again
First they love me then they leave me here
Then we fuckin again then we fuckin again

(Verse 2)
They said I got to stop thinkin so negative
Well lemme kno when things turn positive
Cause pain felt a lot of it hate livin outta me
Gotta keep buck like I'm chillin in the dollar tree
This smile I got just mask the pain
Shit No Limit like it's Master P
Shit building Fireman Lil Wayne
Don't play me like a Joker I go insane
Gimme one more chance you know it's a biggie
I could be Meek Milly and you be Nikki
I need that young love PAC and Jada
You can be my Beyoncé you can king J me later
Reverse that cause Meek Milly broke up wit Nikki
And Pac is dead so Jada wit Willy
Love don't last forever in this world
Without communication not sayin ya wit me
How you expect us to have a future
When you don't even wanna deal wit ya own shit
Always quick to leave but I was the one you run to
Now I ain't the one so who do you run to
Now you ain't callin at night so who do you talk to
And your always fucked up expect me to trust you
30 min calls not saying I love you
When we always spent the night when the feelings feelin right
Man I'm lucky if I sleep tonight cause I ain't feelin right
Feelin like a piece of shit tonight
There's a difference when u say u got love for a nigga
Then actually go & be in love wit a nigga
And trust me you ain't got love for me nigga
Don't say you love me when you ain't lovin me nigga
Just tell me the truth stop playin me nigga
You nothin but a shooter jus pulling the trigger

(Hook)
First they love me then they leave me here
Then they want me again then they want me again
First they love me then they leave me here
Then they call me again then they call me again
First they love me then they leave me here
Then they love me again then they love me again
First they love me then they leave me here
Then we fuckin again then we fuckin again