​endless

[Intro]
How am I to be, who I'm supposed to be?
Keep pushing me away, yeah, eventually

[Verse]
Oh shit, I can't even get out my bed
Even though you never called back
You said that this would be the end
Even though all of this pain
I cannot throw away, I still can't face my friends
Oh no, how am I to be, who I'm supposed to be?
Keep pushing me away, yeah, eventually
I been tryin' on my own so endlessly
To feel somethin' I don't even think is meant to be, yeah, yeah
I cannot lie, I'm so alone now
I just try, I'm feelin' somethin'
Askin' why, I keep on hurtin'
Don't realise you still listenin' to my songs, why?
Please, please don't worry, I'll be just fine
My head hurts from all this flatline
Why can't I just live my life now?