[Intro]
Adore why you so silly?
[Verse 1]
Feel like I've reached the end
Yeah, all the words I said
Are coming back to me
Feel like I'm gonna bend
Just wanna speak to you before I go
We're running out of time. so this, you gotta know
[Chorus]
Never wanted to exist but you don't like that
So many words and phrases that I've held back
Put on the perfect facade by being someone I'm not
But you don't understand
Fighting all my battles with no weapons to hold
Isolated by the world, can't stand it, it's cold
Come to conclusions, I'm gone, gonna sleep for a while
Promise you'll try your best to smile
[Verse 2]
I close my eyes, why can't I breathe?
From inside out, watch myself bleed
Lost my grip so long ago
Internal scars and bruises cannot show
It's not the same this year
I'm filled with endless dread and fear
Want to escape but my mind isn't clear anymore
Tryin' to live 'cause you don't want me dead
Existing day by day, but I am not okay
[Chorus]
Never wanted to exist but you don't like that
So many words and phrases that I've held back
Put on the perfect facade by being someone I'm not
But you don't understand
Fighting all my battles with no weapons to hold
Isolated by the world, can't stand it, it's cold
Come to conclusions, I'm gone, gonna sleep for a while
Promise you'll try your best to smile