Endarken My Spirit

Entering the hall of almighty wisdom
I restrain my desire
Gliding down the stairway to cognition
I ask myself:
Here I should find the truth?
Is this the vision, which raped me in my dreams?
Here I should find elder knowledge
To take vengeance on my bereaved?
Coldness burns my face, enlighted by blazing torches
The nervous reflections on the ancient decaying walls are hastening me to the deepest secret vaults
This long desired feeling embraces me
In supreme devotion, I listen to the words of the emperor:
To truly know the light, you must first know true darkness!
The perfection of this recognition overwhelms me
This raggedness, which has distorted me
Dissolves a purification of my inconceivable doubts
Encourages the unswerving loyalty to superiority
The obsession to follow the command seizes me