End It All

{Verse}
I want somebody to put me in the right place
It feels like I'm drowning
I wanna put on a bright face
No one can hear me through the darkness how am I sounding
Knife in my chest
But you just watch with a smile on your face
Feels like my heart has been stolen kinda like theft
I died young, life picked up the pace
Feels like my soul has been guarded away
Asking myself in my head are there people who feel the same
End of my life could be tomorrow or today
Suicide Notes
On My Drawer
Look Keep Me Close
I need someone to listen, someone who will give an ear
Thinking about tying a nuce around my neck
Putting bullets in my brain
My life is a train wreck
Life is a game
I have to win
Keeping to myself all my fears
People ask me where I've been I've been in hell that's where I've been
I want to make myself or someone else happy and get a pat on the back and someone saying cheers
Feel like Lil Peep
Feel like Juice
Asking for a better day I pray the lord my soul to keep
Hurting myself possibly leaving a couple of bruises
Also rest in peace to Kurt
Suicidal Thoughts back again
Feeling hurt
My Brain is my own terrain
All I see is darkness
I can't see the light
Chill down my spine incomplete stillness
Testing God's Might