End Game

[Verse 1]
You called it endgame and I believed you
I blame myself because I didn't mean to
It's so unlike me, like to keep things lightly
Thought I brushed it off, but I still pictured you beside me
I have loved and I have lost and made mistakes
Learned on the way, it's give and take
Cravin' to feel somethin', I usually end up in pain
And I am sorry if you can relate
Had to learn so many lessons
Ask myself so many questions
And I'm grateful for my blessings
All the while forgettin' what I have
Know there's still so much room to grow
And miles to walk, bridges to cross
I'm movin' slow, because I know by now, how quickly moments pass
I wish I had a spell to cast, make this one last a little longer, mmm

[Verse 2]
'Cause I'm movin' like a river
Stay in motion, I keep flowin', bendin', growin'
'Til I'm turnin' to an ocean
I am never standing still
Always knew, I'd carry gold inside my soul
But had to break for it to show
I grow and let it overflow
No holdin' back, no walls, no masks
Just skin and bone
And I watch the sky, see you and I in a past life
Just like the stars, a golden dust of what once was
Is left behind, but they're long-lost
A fadin' light, that long has died
Like me when you held me in your arms
When you held me in your arms

[Outro]
How could you?
And why would you?
How do you escape the pain?