Empty

Summers getting closer
School is almost over
Feel like my life's ending
I hate being sober
Weathers getting hotter
Brain is getting rotten
Lately been decaying
I know I’m just a bother

And I been saying hold me
Stead I'm just forgotten
Wait till I get older
Maybe I'll be gone then
Maybe I'll be better
Maybe I'll be someone
Waiting for that day
But I feel it'll never happen

I just wanna feel better
Feel something
Lifе feels boring
No friends with me
I feel empty
Lonеliness consumes me
Crying to sleep
To live there's gotta be suffering

I been looking for some comfort
My lungs hurt
Feeling under weather
Feeling tethered
Feel I've reached my limit
I just wanna quit
Someone please help me
Help me end it

I struggle to breath
I can't even speak
I open my mouth
But the words don't connect
It fucks with my head
It fucks with my sleep
I can't even function
But keep it a secret