Empty

[Verse 1]
Absentmindedly sayin' affirmations
Try to smother all the negative vibrations
Three years of CBT, sometimes twice a week
Healin' must've thought I wasn't worthy to receive
Guess I'm payin' up my karmic reparations

[Chorus]
Stuck in the in-between
Of burnout and apathy
And what a joy it'd bring
If I could feel all the way empty
Stuck in the in-between
Of burnout and apathy
And what a joy it'd bring
If I could feel all the way empty

[Verse 2]
Fell on top the sword of unattained perfection
Still tried, even when I saw the rows of skeletons
The stock in what I'm worth, inflates with the hurt
Got a healthy appetitе to eat my just desserts
I'm an anеmic, former bulimic, hell of a demon

[Chorus]
Stuck in the in-between
Of burnout and apathy
And what a joy it'd bring
If I could feel all the way empty
Stuck in the in-between
Of burnout and apathy
And what a joy it'd bring
If I could feel all the way empty

[Post-Chorus]
Out of alignment don’t know
If I was ever inside it
But, oh, what a joy it'd bring
If I could feel all the way empty

[Bridge]
Imagination, won't you come in
You left when I was a child, I never saw you again
Foldin' over, mindless fodder
Same old feelin' sorry for myself to which I contend
Imagination, won't you come in
You left when I was a child, I never saw you again
Foldin' over, mindless fodder
Same old feelin' sorry for myself to which I contend

[Chorus]
Stuck in the in-between
Of burnout and apathy
And what a joy it'd bring
If I could feel all the way empty
Stuck in the in-between
Of burnout and apathy
And what a joy it'd bring
If I could feel all the way empty

[Post-Chorus]
Out of alignment don’t know
If I was ever inside it
But, oh, what a joy it'd bring
If I could feel all the way empty