​emotionless catastrophe

[Intro]
I just wanted to let you know
I've been on both sides
I know how it is when you're low
But from the moment you're born to the moment you die
Everything is up to you
Stop wasting you're time
起死回生 (kishikaisei)

[Verse 1]
Turns out i'm just emotionless catastrophe
I feel nothing im empty but actually
You dont know i got giant capacity
For your shit but you fill it so rapidly
My demons are killing me absently
You think i am living in rhapsody
Damn i wish that my life was a fantasy
But i am anxiously living in agony
It's constantly there i am here to confess
Bother me now cause im used to that stress
Apologies work but i do not express how i feel
You think that im blind though? blasphemy
Insult my kindness but praise me at first
Ignorе that im human ignore that it hurts
I know that you know that nobody deservеs it
I get it maybe im cursed shit
I feel like im stuck in a maze
Feel like im stuck in a cage now
Feel like im running a race im not winning
Feel like im stuck with the sinning
To deal with the pain and this feeling of loneliness
Feeling of hopelessness
Stealing some faith from the others
Then say im not bothered
This lifestyle is crazy i wish i could change myself
I should be grateful but i hate myself

[Chorus]
Everytime i close my eyes i lie i'm okay
I just wish i had a place to hide the pain away
Everytime i close my eyes i lie i'm okay
I just wish i had a place to hide away

[Verse 2]
I wish i could explain this
I want you to understand this
And i wish i'm faking this
But nah i take it as it is
And no matter how deep the hole is
You can always get out of it
You ain't helpless you got hope you should notice
That things are going down or up
Just focus you know this
You know the time has finally come
To stop falling its enough
Just call me and ill be there
Helping you get through it
There's always some love to it
And you knew it
But you never had somebody to prove it
So i will do it

[Chorus]
Everytime i close my eyes i lie i'm okay
I just wish i had a place to hide the pain away
Everytime i close my eyes i lie i'm okay
I just wish i had a place to hide away