Emotionally Scarred (Lil Baby Remix)

[Intro]
LeeBoy on the track
So writing my niggas, I share my thoughts
Sometimes I say wrong, I'd be in jail and be with cops
This feeling hasn't got no safety still
Ain't had no paper now I'm running making money, this is how it's suppose to feel

[Verse 1]
I always fall in love too fast, that's why I'm tripping
Shouldn't never really said how I felt 'cause now it's different
It felt like we got close so quick but now we distant
But I love the way you made me feel inside
At least I can say I tried through the trials and tribulations, we survived
It felt real when you looked me in my eyes
It made me realise I shouldn't never be tripping over these women
I can't cry, I put my self in this position
I just want me a million now, I'm tired of beefing broke people
All my brothers self-made it’s a fact that we don’t owe people
I can't make new friends, that's why I always keep my old people
Did it for the greater, gon' and found out that we all evil
The streets are around me, all these labels scout me
I don't know what she find of me, told her chill
Rolls Royces and umbrellas that's when we under the weather and when I'm with this Bentaygas I get chills, yeah

[Chorus]
Young money, all my niggas get paid
Big F, long way from selling 8th's
Big sticks, protecting me and keep me safe
All my niggas love me and all these hoes don't trust me
I wish I was there for you but I know you don't want me
I know that you lie when you used to say that you love me
I'm emotionally scarred, that's how I'm feeling inside and I know it's all the darkest when I put you in the light

[Verse 2]
I ain't seen ghost in a minute we talk in a jail phone
I just sent a Mali message, he gotta cell phone
25 for nothing, why the fuck did you go jail for
Like why they take your time and call it life
What's the point of doing trials?
It's like the jury is fried, they just want my niggas stuck inside but it's alright
Guns in and out of jail, it's the fact we gon' prevail
Loose lips, sink ships, stay silent you gon' sail, yeah

[Chorus]
Young money, all my niggas get paid
Big F, long way from selling 8th's
Big sticks, protecting me and keep me safe
All my niggas love me and all these hoes don't trust me
I wish I was there for you but I know you don't want me
I know that you lie when you used to say that you love me
I'm emotionally scarred, I say that from the heart and how am I suppose to be lit when you got me in the dark

[Verse 3]
Money making Malis, I made me money before
That's why I ain't getting gassed when they tell me I'm gon' blow up
If you want a show and the price ain't right I won't show up
With that music we was already gon' go up, yeah
VVS's on the time piece make it shine, tell the jeweller buss it down like we were tryna freeze the time
But these cops don't stop for no one but God's timing is sublime
Just imagine if you weren't in jail, he probably could've died
If I treat you like a main course don't be moving like a side piece
I know on the hill all this music they wanna sign me
I can make these headlines but niggas don't wanna allow me
Praying in the mosque is where you find me
I'm emotionally scarred, I appreciate that you told me
How you suppose to love me when you think that you don't know me
I just want to leave ends and I whip it like the old me
I got money now but can't afford gin you sold me

[Chorus]
Young money, all my niggas get paid (We gettin' money)
Big F, long way from selling 8th's (All over the country)
Big sticks, protecting me and keep me safe (Keep me safe)
All my niggas love me and all these hoes don't trust me
I wish I was there for you but I know you don't want me
I know that you lie when you used to say that you love me
I'm emotionally scarred, these bitches broke my heart and I knew I was goin' to be lit from the start, yeah