Emotional Warrior

[Intro]
Yo
Aye
JQW

[Verse]
Self conscious and un-confident
Never showered with compliments
Open the curtain see insecurities that I want to lift
The pit is bottomless, sinking deeper and deeper
A teen, and I ain't done this, not fitting in with the sheeple
Violent, admire blood of the people who disrespect me
With no significant other, nobody there to caress me
Erecting a pyramid connected with mixed emotions
Putting it all together creating my twisted notions
Closed book with a seal and some glue, I'm too hard to open
Conversate with my self just to get a psycho's endorsement
I know my mom thinks I ain't making some wise choices
Feeling shitty, disappoint her, then go with my mind's voices
They say to go behind my ticker and what it feels
Contradict, they tell me that I'll end up in drug deals
I'm fighting some to tell me love me through all conditions
Ironic, I'm tryna murder the ones with the twisted visions

[Hook]
A war inside my head
Prevent, my tear shed
Won't vent, not to a soul
I'm left alone in my skull
A war inside my head constructed of varied feels
Writing out all my verses the closest cope to a pill x2