Emotional Support

[Intro]
Don't do that (Al Geno on the track)
Been tryna find the time to live
Still tryna find the time to heal

[Chorus]
I been goin' through some shit, I need emotional support ('Port)
I just hit a Marcus Foster, filed a motion for the court (I hit my lawyer)
They wasn't loyal how they acted, I been tryna find a real (A real one, a real one)
I put my problems on my back, I still ain't find a time to heal (Yeah, yeah)
Been tryna find a time to live, shit so for real, this shit been takin' long (This shit been takin' long)
Stay with my fire, I gotta make it home (Make it home)
Girl, you with me, you in a safer zone (You in a safer zone)
Niggas'll throw the rock and hide the smoke, then make it known, yeah, yeah (The smoke, then make it known)

[Verse]
Feel you when you die, been tryna hide that shit, your best (Best)
All this shinin' in these diamonds come from grindin', bitch, no rest (Come from grindin', bitch, no rest)
Wanna catch that boy on Live and come put five up in his chest (Come put five up in his chest)
Know he ain't gon' do a thing, but still gon' die up over threats (He still gon' die over threats)
I always ask the Lord forgive me 'cause He know that I'm a sinner (Know that I'm a sinner)
I be standin' on my pivot, in that paint just like a center (In that paint just like a center)
The bitch I just fucked was the thickest, what's her name? I don't remember (I don't remember)
She see my chain, ain't even have to run no game, I'm talkin' 'bout in her
First time she came around, she seen it, wasn't no cap and I got oral (And I got oral)
Now I got her runnin' all across the map, she think she Dora (She think she Dora)
Had to make them niggas fear me, she couldn't wait no fuckin' longer (Wait no fuckin' longer)
All that shit that post to kill me, safe to say it made me stronger (It made me stronger)
Had to put my daughter in the casket, that shit traumatized me (That shit traumatized me)
And I still ain't got no answer, I keep askin', "Why me?" (I keep askin', "Why me?")
They don't know about them nights when I tried fight and cried asleep (All them nights I tried to sleep)
I just put my favor in Christ 'cause I know life, that's how I be (I know life, that's how I be)
They don't know what I be thinkin', I be thinkin' 'bout some scary shit (What?)
My family say I need to talk, but I might fuck 'round, spook the therapist (Like I won't light it up)
Think I got it figured out 'cause I got caught and think I'm famous (Like I won't light it up)
Like I won't pull this big bitch out right at his top every time I aim it
They say, "Lett did what? Man, you know that shit a legend (Don't do that)
He rappin' like he say he cut and he say that boy a legend" (Trap, trap, trap, Lett up)
Ankle monitor on his leg, got him stuck up in the city
He keep goin' back to court, man, that boy 'posed to be livin' (Still tryna find the time to live)

[Chorus]
I been goin' through some shit, I need emotional support ('Port)
I just hit a Marcus Foster, filed a motion for the court (I hit my lawyer)
They wasn't loyal how they acted, I been tryna find a real (Real one, a real one)
I put my problems on my back, I still ain't find a time to heal (Yeah, yeah)
Been tryna find a time to live, shit so for real, this shit been takin' long (This shit been takin' long)
Stay with my fire, I gotta make it home (Make it home)
Girl, you with me, you in a safer zone (You in a safer zone)
Niggas'll throw the rock and hide the smoke, then make it known, yeah, yeah (The smoke, then make it known)