​emotional earworm.

[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
I know that I went off of the path, I don't know just really how far though
I think that I picked something up on my way back
I feel like that I been being followed
Feelings I repressed deep inside way from way back killing me inside
I'm feeling hollow
Every friend I had, every bridge, I just burned that
I ain't never really feel no sorrow
Ever since the day it went black, I ain't came back
Everything I love, at some point, learn to hate that
Everything I touch, why the fuck I gotta break that?
You think I'm okay? I learned to fake that
They ask where I been, they just want a song
Honestly sometimes I just can't make that
I just need to win, just this fucking once
Can't fuck up again, no, I can't take that
Why you give me what I wanted just to take back?
God, can you please just give my fucking face back?
Don't call me a genius and ask me how I make that
'Cause when it come to open up for some reason can't say that
"Ken, I love you" shut the fuck up, you can save that
Be smart, don't give me your heart, imma break that
I'm broken, you won't ever fix me
Up won't ever open 'cause you won't ever get me

[Outro]
You won't ever call, the treasure I found is now lost
And I won't ever come upon it ever again
Talk to myself, I don't need any friends
I went to Hell and I'll be there again
God, I swear that I tried my best
I don't know how much more I got left
Probably enough to make my last breath somewhat worth it
'Cause I know I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it
I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it
I'm always worthless, I'm always worthless
*auditory agony*