Emotional Damage

[Intro: 25 Instinct]
25 Instinct

[Verse 1]
My heart is like my feelings, they always take it for granted
And I never take precaution when people takin' advantage
That's why the bread is first like I plan on making a sandwich
But no amount of money can fix emotional damage

I know I'm not the only one that's over the hurt
Or the only one who's tired of being dragged through the dirt
Had to cut some people off cause they ain't noticed my worth
It's nothing against the people, I just noticed it first

Taking doses after doses, I'm dеfying my fate
People nеver eat with me 'less I'm supplying their plates
My depression catching up, I need to find an escape
I'm alone if I don't get it, so it's time to be draped

But wait, I gotta be here for the ones that need me most in life
I never know when something's real, I only hope it's right
If I don't see it then it's dead, just like a poltergeist
I got a heart but it won't chill until it's over ice

[Bridge]
Yeah, I know it's life so go with the flow
Could've made it out of here, you just ain't open the door
Then you walked about my life and left it open some more
Yeah, it hurt to see you leave, I wasn't hoping you go

Picture life without the ones who really love you the most
Friends who say they care about you, better shove you a dose
Quick to talk behind your back, but then be hugging you close
But those the ones, I love 'em the most
Yeah

[Verse 2]
You were everything I needed and more
Breaking my heart but who was keeping the score?
Emotions I can't endure and yet too deep to ignore
And if loving you was a chore, I bet I'm sweeping the floor

We barely communicated, yet we started a war
Bringing afterfeelings into sh*t we started before
How you come into my life without a knock at the door?
You thought you walk into my heart and have it rot to the core?

Well, you did, "Man, I fucked with you", when?
I've done been through hell with you, I can't get stuck here again
I wish I could end it all so we're nothing but friends
Even "friends" turned snakes so no touching they' hands

Always getting high and distant, though it wasn't the plan
But I need something else to cope so I'd be clutching the xans
Heard you talk about your ex and, girl, he wasn't the man
He ain't supporting all your dreams like he wasn't a fan

[Outro]
Back in October
Back then, I was a lot sober
Heart couldn't get a lot colder
You always playing kid games and I'm a lot older