Emotional advantages

I'm going far, far away from here and I'm going to write a book about you!
I'm going to call it "the heel and His victim"
That's a very horrible title
It'll do!
(Hello?)

For love, I'll give up everything
Make sure ya, tell me you feel the same
I signed up, for emotional advantages
I'm tired of, giving you too many chances
I have makeup on my wall
When it's dark I'll see your call
It's like you don't wanna believe anything
Waste your love by trusting me
I am not the one you need
I know you wanted to be my everything

I
I hurt myself
I don't know if this is warrant or if I don't need it
I've warned mysеlf
I can tell that this is war between us, I can't beat it
"Wrong timе, right place", that's what they all say
Wrong dime, right change, I picked the wrong bank
You seen everything I had
I hurt you in the summer tried to make it last
Bottling thoughts
I entertained your heart it made me feel bad
Didn't want you out with him, but I'm just like that
Tried to play out and pretend like it ain't make me mad
Similar, but not in ways like before
I pulled the string and then you fell down to the floor
I blame it on your friends 'cause i hate them, of course
And you blame it on the things that I always ignored

For love, I'll give up everything
Make sure ya, tell me you feel the same
I signed up, for emotional advantages
I'm tired of, giving you too many chances
I have makeup on my wall
When it's dark I'll see your call
It's like you don't wanna believe anything

(Trust me)

I see, you don't wanna know
Put your heart on the ceiling then it froze
You was saying that you never had to go
I was telling you I hate being alone

What you say that for?
I've been breaking boxes since I turned age four
The genius is inside me had the learn that course
I think about the things that can assert me more
Baby steps, I'm on the way
Take a step, I'm not afraid
To give up on something that doesn't help me, ruin
I looked inside my head and I'm like, "what you doing?"
I wish that I could love you like I love this music
Take me far away
I just wanna find a way to love you, stupid
Hard putting my heart in stuff I can't see, Cupid
You say you wanna find a way to love me, do it

For love, I'll give up everything
Make sure ya (I love you), tell me you feel the same
I signed up, for emotional advantages
I'm tired of, giving you too many chances
I have makeup on my wall
When it's dark I'll see your call
It's like you don't wanna believe anything
Waste your love by trusting me (trust me)
I am not the one you need
I know you wanted to be my everything