Emerald

[Verse 1]
Am I starting to bore you with how I have been?
I can’t see myself in the mirror again
My head is so hot, but my skin's so cold
I’m not trying to ignore you, I just can’t pretend
Like I can remember all of my friends
I can’t recall my age but I feel so old

[Chorus]
I can feel the sunlight all the time
But I can’t remember how I photosynthesized
Into who I am, if I can't recall my plans
I’m down if you want to hang sometime
But I’ll warn that I can't even remember last night
So let me recall who I am

[Verse 2]
I just look inwards and upwards and stare at the seams
Always feel such a headache when I let myself breathe
If I made you sick why didn’t you tell me?
I’m just staring at pine trees and detached from the self
You text me to say that you’ve been living in hell
But the details are sealed and you’re not planning to tell

[Chorus]
I can feel the sunlight all the time
But I can’t remember how I photosynthesized
Into who I am, if I can't recall my plans
I’m down if you want to hang sometime
But I’ll warn that I can't even remember last night
So let me recall who I am

[Outro]
For a decade yea I’ve been depressed
I see little ghosts but I’m really not stressed
When I’m possessed, yea I see it from behind my chest
I’m concerned but I’m really not stressed
I can’t recall the things that you said
Already lost hope but I’m really not stressed
We were friends, yeah I guess
I’m concerned but I’m really not stressed

For a decade yea I’ve been depressed
I see little ghosts but I’m really not stressed
When I’m possessed, yea I see it from behind my chest
I’m concerned but I’m really not stressed
I took one step forward but two back again
When I wake up this will drop from my head
We were friends, yea I guess
I’m concerned but I’m really not stressed