Emanate

[LVST]
Implode inside myself
Its hell to live
Ill just smoke a cig or hit a rig
To make the shit feel better
All the cards that I was dealt
Who do I kid
You make sounds of pigs your all the same
You make the rain feel wetter
And im not known to be the one who dwells on spells of rain
But I feel pain
And its a shame
Ill never be the fucking same
Sometimes I like to think of guns and run into my brain
To hear it click
And paint the walls so I can
Stop the fucking pain
But I know its not the answer
But its faster
So ill short the cut
Bite the sut
Fuck resolving issues when there is a but
Ima mutt
Mixed within emotions of a different cut
Hard to understand and lend a hand
When im the litters runt

[HOOK]
I just wanna stay up looking at the sky
You felt touched by god but i'm still asking why
Sometimes I feel encased inside a iron lie
Descend yourself from heaven and just tell me why

[SAINT SLEEP]
Touch your skin and start to die inside
Bite the bullet with a fork and knife
Ask my questions never get my answers
Give me all your lame excuses I could use them
Dance around the embers never talk to me unless you're feeling toxic
Autumn equinox
Equal to a God I get it tell me what you're not
Staring down the chamber weighing down my options
Auction off my memories and sell them for the lowest price
Waste away for centuries you said to me that you would wait for me staring down my grave it's all become apparent I got nothing left but guarantees
A rotting corpse trapped inside a mirror
Shovel out the spot and hop inside I hope I never reconsider

[HOOK]
I just wanna stay up looking at the sky
You felt touched by god but i'm still asking why
Sometimes I feel encased inside a iron lie
Descend yourself from heaven and just tell me why