Elusive Euphoria

{Verse I: Yung Desolation]
The guilt inside confides in my mind with no place to hide, and the overwhelming tides of the waves
Can’t be saved, let's just talk another day, maybe push away the pain, try and crawl up out my grave
As I scream for help while I question myself
Can no longer deal with the feelings I’ve felt
I’m just sick and fucking tired of this mental health
So I’ll astral project into another realm, yeah

[Verse II: Yung Desolation]

Tie me up a noose because this life has been deduced, and I don’t really have a reason to continue
All the drugs that I’ve used, and the abuse that I went through has turned me to a fucking mess so now myself I will reduce
Get me the fuck out of here, this life is pain - my end is near, I’m filled with fear and looking drear, like a magician disappear
In these shoes you walk a mile, promise you won’t last a while
My existence reconciled, from earth I have been exiled
So again I’m sorry for the hurt, been living like I’m already under six feet of dirt, but I’ve tried so hard and I constantly exert all the pain inside that I can’t invert
Draw the heavens, leave impressions, but I’m cast to fire essence
Learned no lessons, had no blessings, likes of me there is no helping
Never see the silver lining, with the stars I am aligning, save the tears there is no crying, never striving, only dying